Life is soooo confusing...and stressful...and amazing! :)
...So of course we all have those days where we all feel a little lost, sad, depressed. Latley Ive been doing well, until I think about my job at Launch. I miss the kids more than anything. I hate that Ive been told I cannot work with special needs children when I too have a special need. Believe me I want more than anything to show these children that I am a strong person and I can do anything, nomatter what my diagnosis is...but I am not given the chance. I have not really vented about this so I feel like it is a good thing I started this blog to help me vent to the air, but in return make me feel much better.
I, for the last few days have been thinking about trying to get another nanny position, because in all honesty, I miss workign with children. I realized pretty early on how important children are to me and I miss my job more than I think anyone realizes. So thankfully today I went with my mom to visit some friends who are recently married, had a baby and just bought a beautiful 3 bedroom house a few blocks away from me. I jokingly told hier that if she ever needs a babysitter I am more than willing to be there, and oddly enough she was desperatly looking for someone to watch over Logan. How perfect!!!!
For the past few weeks I have felt like I may need to go back into nannying....and low and behold this came about! I am sooo stoked and I feel like god has been very apparent in my life latley. I think my prayers are being answered little by little and I am happy to think that my luck is starting to turn around....
....well, not luck because I do believe god is a huge part of this. No, he is all of it.
So things are lookin up and I am happy for the new developments to come. I'll keep you updated...until then...
Fierce, Hope & Love,
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