Jobs and God

Life is soooo confusing...and stressful...and amazing! :)

...So of course we all have those days where we all feel a little lost, sad, depressed.  Latley Ive been doing well, until I think about my job at Launch. I miss the kids more than anything. I hate that Ive been told I cannot work with special needs children when I too have a special need. Believe me I want more than anything to show these children that I am a strong person and I can do anything, nomatter what my diagnosis is...but I am not given the chance.  I have not really vented about this so I feel like it is a good thing I started this blog to help me vent to the air, but in return make me feel much better. 

I, for the last few days have been thinking about trying to get another nanny position, because in all honesty, I miss workign with children. I realized pretty early on how important children are to me and I miss my job more than I think anyone realizes. So thankfully today I went with my mom to visit some friends who are recently married, had a baby and just bought a beautiful 3 bedroom house a few blocks away from me.  I jokingly told hier that if she ever needs a babysitter I am more than willing to be there, and oddly enough she was desperatly looking for someone to watch over Logan. How perfect!!!!

For the past few weeks I have felt like I may need to go back into nannying....and low and behold this came about! I am sooo stoked and I feel like god has been very apparent in my life latley. I think my prayers are being answered little by little and I am happy to think that my luck is starting to turn around....

....well, not luck because I do believe god is a huge part of this. No, he is all of it.

So things are lookin up and I am happy for the new developments to come.  I'll keep you updated...until then...

Fierce, Hope & Love,

=V=

Day Three of Rebif and a Pirate King

Hello all!

So today I took my third shot for Rebif. I cannot believe how easy this one is compared to the likes of Avonex. for one I do not see the needle until after I am done have to dispose of it, and secondly I don't feel the needle hit my skin due to the suto injector. (Cue the hallelujah chorus)  I highly reccomend this injection to those who have relapsing remitting MS. I cannot tell you enough how awesome it is. I mean of course I hate taking anything at all, but if I have to be taking a treatment...this is the best possible option for me.

On another note, Geoff starts his hell week for Pirates tonight. I am super excited for him and I cannot wait to see the show. He is playing the Pirate King and his voice honestly sounds the best it ever has! I am so happy he got the opportunity to do this show, it is a dream show for him.

Well until next time friends...

Fierce, Hope & Love

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Im married!!!!

I really need to start posting more often. I always say that I will and then I don't.
Well things have been good since I last posted. I am now a married woman, and I just started on a new treatment today. I am now on Rebif, and even though I have to take it 3 times a week, at least I can use an auto injector and I do not have to see the needle! YAY!!! Life is good :)

Geoff and I got to see the kids for 3 weeks... not much time but the time we did have was awesome and I miss them terribly. I really think I was born to be a mom, it comes so naturally to me... I just have this maturnal instinct and I have no idea where it came from. :)

Well until next time ...

Fierce, Hope & Love!

~V