Friday, April 16, 2010

damn you friday! hahaha

Soooooo... Today is Friday! I know for most of us that is a sigh of relif because that means the weekend is here and we do not have to worry about work and just get to relax a little bit, for me firdays are bittersweet, yes here comes the weekend so yay! but I also take my Avonex injection on fridays. This is the injection that I have to take to keep my MS under control. Unfortunatly when I recieve the injection I feel super Ill for a good 24 hours... sometimes less and sometimes more.
I know alot of you Are probably wondering why the hell I would decide to take this on the weekend? Well the answer is simple: I have shit to do during the week, and I really cannot afford to be on my but in bed. Yes, that is the case sometimes without the shot, but nevertheless I would like to be as able as I can during the week so I can do what I need to do.

One of the main reasons why I hate this shot is because during the week I am a normal 26 year old girl..(well I try to be anyways) and I try not to think of my MS or that I have it. I knwo it's bad but sometimes I forget that im sick... and this injection just concretes it for me. Im not in denial of it, but I try to not think of it so much, for my own sanity.

Well, I have a few more hours until I get the shot. My finace' gives it to me when he gets home from work. He is a huge reason why I am still able to be strong. He is so supportive and I couldnt do this without him, or my parents.


FIERCE, HOPE and LOVE!


Val

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